Envy/Love

作曲 : 番茄酱中酱

We have the same hobby

We love the same series

I long for your glimpse

Yet loathe you so deeply

Everything I can do you do far better

Everything you say seems to be so much cooler

Do you recognize my face? Do you still remember my name?

You leave me so bittersweet like a high school- er

When you turn to someone else

My skin itches and my bones ache sore

When you look me in the eyes

I wanna curl up and hide

I crave you, I hate you

Torn between being you or being with you

Sometimes it makes me wanna die

I wonder if you’ ll ever cry

Was it envy? Was it love?

I don’ t have a clue

There are only two scenarios in my dreams

Either we share the same bed

I sip the morning coffee in your shirt

Or we are enemies for life

Endlessly torturing each other

Till the day we die

I am the victim of your tricks, bruised by your kindness

Try to rip your perfect mask, my guitar is the only witness

But I helplessly fell for your charm just like everybody else

Please don’ t talk to nobody else

I clumsily mimic your every smile and every move

I copied your style which made me look like a fool

I stole your aesthetic while despise that too

I hate how you always just shrink and say you don’ t care

Cause I do

Hate you, but I crave you

Torn between being you or being with you

Sometimes it makes me wanna die

I wonder if you’ ll ever cry

Was it envy? Was it love?

I don’ t have a clue

Was it envy or hate, love or my grave

Will you hang out with me will you call it a date

Was it blood on the plate, were we decreed by fate

Too much of a coward to confess

So I wrote this song to say

Was I too sentimental or was I just delusional

I wanna pry into your wounds, dig up your every scandal

I wanna know if those scars ever itch and if those voices ever sting

You made me stop being faithful

How can it be hate when I’ m dying to stay

How can it be crave when I’ m pushing you away

A Marry, Kiss or Kill game that you’ ll never play

So maybe we should just stay this way

[00:01.000] 作曲 : 番茄酱中酱

[00:03.840]We have the same hobby

[00:07.458]We love the same series

[00:10.998]I long for your glimpse

[00:13.492]Yet loathe you so deeply

[00:17.224]Everything I can do you do far better

[00:20.700]Everything you say seems to be so much cooler

[00:24.030]Do you recognize my face? Do you still remember my name?

[00:27.840]You leave me so bittersweet like a high school- er

[00:32.340]When you turn to someone else

[00:34.500]My skin itches and my bones ache sore

[00:38.040]When you look me in the eyes

[00:41.340]I wanna curl up and hide

[00:45.450]I crave you, I hate you

[00:51.600]Torn between being you or being with you

[00:58.530]Sometimes it makes me wanna die

[01:02.850]I wonder if you’ ll ever cry

[01:05.160]Was it envy? Was it love?

[01:14.640]I don’ t have a clue

[01:17.730]There are only two scenarios in my dreams

[01:20.640]Either we share the same bed

[01:22.440]I sip the morning coffee in your shirt

[01:24.870]Or we are enemies for life

[01:27.570]Endlessly torturing each other

[01:30.090]Till the day we die

[01:31.350]I am the victim of your tricks, bruised by your kindness

[01:34.860]Try to rip your perfect mask, my guitar is the only witness

[01:38.370]But I helplessly fell for your charm just like everybody else

[01:42.510]Please don’ t talk to nobody else

[01:45.540]I clumsily mimic your every smile and every move

[01:48.840]I copied your style which made me look like a fool

[01:52.740]I stole your aesthetic while despise that too

[01:56.190]I hate how you always just shrink and say you don’ t care

[01:58.680]Cause I do

[01:59.430]Hate you, but I crave you

[02:05.670]Torn between being you or being with you

[02:10.620]Sometimes it makes me wanna die

[02:16.950]I wonder if you’ ll ever cry

[02:19.290]Was it envy? Was it love?

[02:27.630]I don’ t have a clue

[02:28.050]Was it envy or hate, love or my grave

[02:31.290]Will you hang out with me will you call it a date

[02:34.680]Was it blood on the plate, were we decreed by fate

[02:38.400]Too much of a coward to confess

[02:40.140]So I wrote this song to say

[02:42.360]Was I too sentimental or was I just delusional

[02:46.110]I wanna pry into your wounds, dig up your every scandal

[02:49.590]I wanna know if those scars ever itch and if those voices ever sting

[02:54.060]You made me stop being faithful

[02:56.160]How can it be hate when I’ m dying to stay

[02:59.550]How can it be crave when I’ m pushing you away

[03:03.270]A Marry, Kiss or Kill game that you’ ll never play

[03:06.270]So maybe we should just stay this way