Only Living Girl in LA

I'm the only girl alive in LA county

I'm the only one who sees (Ayy)

I wake up every day in some kind of suffering

I've never known a day of peace

I wonder if I ever left behind my body (Ooh)

Do you think they laugh at how I die?

Or take a photo of my family in the lobby

The ceremony's small inside

'Cause I don't know if I could sell out my own funeral (Ah-ah)

At least at this point in time

And if I ever try to leave behind my body

At least I know it was never mine, it was never mine

It was never mine

It was never mine

I'm the only girl alive in New York City

I left my wallet on the train

Since I no longer even have a driver's license

I guess that means I have no name (This is Halsey)

And I could run away somewhere on the West Coast

And finally be a real life girl

Go take my organs and they'll hang me from a bedpost

Sayin' I was too soft for this world

And they'd be right, because quite frankly it'd be like

A shooting kill me every day, but it does

I don't know what I do to have this thing I'm drenched in

And I can't even run from what I know

My special talent isn't writing, it's not singing

It's feelings everything that everyone alive feels every day

Feels every day, feels every day, feels every day

I think I'm special 'cause I cut myself wide open

As if it's vulnerable to bleed

But I'm not lucky and I know I was not choosen

The world keep spinnin' without me

I told my mother I would die by twenty-seven

And in a way I sort of did

This thing I love has grown, demanding and obsessive

And it wants more than I can give, than I can give, than I can give

Than I can give

I'm the only girl alive in LA County

I've never known a day of peace

I wake up every day, wish that I was different

I look around and it's just me

It's just me, it's just me

Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah

Ooh, ayy

Wee-ooh, wee-ooh, yeah-yeah

[00:13.476]I'm the only girl alive in LA county

[00:18.578]I'm the only one who sees (Ayy)

[00:26.936]I wake up every day in some kind of suffering

[00:32.244]I've never known a day of peace

[00:38.785]I wonder if I ever left behind my body (Ooh)

[00:44.942]Do you think they laugh at how I die?

[00:51.330]Or take a photo of my family in the lobby

[00:57.925]The ceremony's small inside

[01:03.688]'Cause I don't know if I could sell out my own funeral (Ah-ah)

[01:10.191]At least at this point in time

[01:16.627]And if I ever try to leave behind my body

[01:22.376]At least I know it was never mine, it was never mine

[01:27.730]It was never mine

[01:33.180]It was never mine

[01:33.591]

[01:40.280]I'm the only girl alive in New York City

[01:47.376]I left my wallet on the train

[01:54.184]Since I no longer even have a driver's license

[02:00.250]I guess that means I have no name (This is Halsey)

[02:06.422]And I could run away somewhere on the West Coast

[02:12.513]And finally be a real life girl

[02:18.681]Go take my organs and they'll hang me from a bedpost

[02:24.992]Sayin' I was too soft for this world

[02:30.589]And they'd be right, because quite frankly it'd be like

[02:34.963]A shooting kill me every day, but it does

[02:46.072]I don't know what I do to have this thing I'm drenched in

[02:47.731]And I can't even run from what I know

[02:56.537]My special talent isn't writing, it's not singing

[03:02.504]It's feelings everything that everyone alive feels every day

[03:13.398]Feels every day, feels every day, feels every day

[03:19.117]

[03:36.743]I think I'm special 'cause I cut myself wide open

[03:40.211]As if it's vulnerable to bleed

[03:46.217]But I'm not lucky and I know I was not choosen

[03:52.575]The world keep spinnin' without me

[03:58.810]I told my mother I would die by twenty-seven

[04:05.156]And in a way I sort of did

[04:11.480]This thing I love has grown, demanding and obsessive

[04:17.499]And it wants more than I can give, than I can give, than I can give

[04:23.457]Than I can give

[04:33.652]

[04:35.042]I'm the only girl alive in LA County

[04:42.156]I've never known a day of peace

[04:48.536]I wake up every day, wish that I was different

[04:54.918]I look around and it's just me

[05:00.294]It's just me, it's just me

[05:01.737]

[05:07.549]Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah

[05:18.708]Ooh, ayy

[05:30.364]Wee-ooh, wee-ooh, yeah-yeah