HAPPY

作曲 : Tommee Profitt/NF

Dear God, please

Hear me out, I know it's been a couple years

Since I've reached

Out and said hello, I bet you're wondering

Why I keep

Obsessing on and stressing all the little things

When I should be

Living life and soaking up the memories

I know I've been

Selfish, I have

No excuse to give you it's true

Hanging by a

Thread's how I live

I don't know why but

I feel more comfortable

Livin' in my agony

Watching my self-esteem

Go up in flames acting

Like I don't

Care what anyone else thinks

When I know truthfully

That that's the furthest thing

From how I

Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya

To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in

The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine

Who I'd be if I was happy

Yeah, been this way so long, it feels like something's off

When I'm not depressed

I got some issues that I won't address

I got some baggage I ain't opened yet

I got some demons I should put to rest

I got some traumas that I can't forget

I got some phone calls I been avoidin'

Some family members I don't really connect with

Some things I said I wish I would of not let slip

Some hurtful words that never should of left my lips

Some bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet

Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes

I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul

And the last to admit I need a hand to hold

Losing hope

Headed down a dangerous road

Strange, I know

But I feel most at home when I'm

Livin' in my agony

Watching my self-esteem

Go up in flames acting

Like I don't

Care what anyone else thinks

When I know truthfully

That that's the furthest thing

From how I

Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya

To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in

The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine

Who I'd be if I was happy

Don't know what's around the bend

Don't know what my future is

But I can't keep on livin' in

Livin' in my agony

Watching my self-esteem

Go up in flames acting

Like I don't

Care what anyone else thinks

When I know truthfully

That that's the furthest thing

From how I

Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya

To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in

The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine

Who I'd be if I was happy

If I was happy

If I was happy

[00:01.000] 作曲 : Tommee Profitt/NF

[00:06.294] Dear God, please

[00:10.441] Hear me out, I know it's been a couple years

[00:15.346] Since I've reached

[00:19.718] Out and said hello, I bet you're wondering

[00:24.518] Why I keep

[00:28.278] Obsessing on and stressing all the little things

[00:33.377] When I should be

[00:37.459] Living life and soaking up the memories

[00:40.605]

[00:42.337] I know I've been

[00:44.361] Selfish, I have

[00:46.550] No excuse to give you it's true

[00:51.163] Hanging by a

[00:53.490] Thread's how I live

[00:55.619] I don't know why but

[00:57.823] I feel more comfortable

[00:59.040]

[01:00.251] Livin' in my agony

[01:02.961] Watching my self-esteem

[01:05.000] Go up in flames acting

[01:07.480] Like I don't

[01:09.265] Care what anyone else thinks

[01:11.752] When I know truthfully

[01:14.004] That that's the furthest thing

[01:16.405] From how I

[01:18.363] Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya

[01:22.849] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in

[01:27.305] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine

[01:31.769] Who I'd be if I was happy

[01:35.228]

[01:35.682] Yeah, been this way so long, it feels like something's off

[01:38.574] When I'm not depressed

[01:39.681] I got some issues that I won't address

[01:41.821] I got some baggage I ain't opened yet

[01:44.346] I got some demons I should put to rest

[01:46.329] I got some traumas that I can't forget

[01:48.572] I got some phone calls I been avoidin'

[01:50.828] Some family members I don't really connect with

[01:52.995] Some things I said I wish I would of not let slip

[01:55.334] Some hurtful words that never should of left my lips

[01:57.656] Some bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet

[01:59.827] Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes

[02:01.981] I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul

[02:04.514] And the last to admit I need a hand to hold

[02:06.771] Losing hope

[02:07.618] Headed down a dangerous road

[02:08.986] Strange, I know

[02:09.924] But I feel most at home when I'm

[02:10.909]

[02:12.675] Livin' in my agony

[02:15.106] Watching my self-esteem

[02:17.358] Go up in flames acting

[02:19.825] Like I don't

[02:21.761] Care what anyone else thinks

[02:24.236] When I know truthfully

[02:26.524] That that's the furthest thing

[02:28.752] From how I

[02:30.728] Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya

[02:35.135] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in

[02:39.691] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine

[02:44.149] Who I'd be if I was happy

[02:47.523]

[02:50.233] Don't know what's around the bend

[02:54.605] Don't know what my future is

[02:58.991] But I can't keep on livin' in

[03:02.347]

[03:07.127] Livin' in my agony

[03:09.642] Watching my self-esteem

[03:11.818] Go up in flames acting

[03:14.138] Like I don't

[03:16.018] Care what anyone else thinks

[03:18.514] When I know truthfully

[03:20.831] That that's the furthest thing

[03:23.210] From how I

[03:24.933] Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya

[03:29.575] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in

[03:34.097] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine

[03:38.647] Who I'd be if I was happy

[03:49.931] If I was happy

[03:58.737] If I was happy