I Can't Help Myself

A new disguise

Waking up, close your eyes

The million little lies

I've thrown together

It's been so long

Since I laid it out

And I could use a friend

To talk me down

Or maybe just spend a little time together

Cuz I'm not quite sure

How long it's gonna take

But I'm sick and tired

Of talking to myself

Oh why, oh why

Do we keep it all inside

Keep pretending that we're fine

Oh why, why

Do we hide behind these eyes

All the tears we should've cried

Oh I keep telling myself

That it's okay to ask for help

Okay to need someone else

Someone

Oh I keep telling myself that it's

Okay to ask for help

Cuz I know

I know I can't help myself

I can't help myself

I'm too grown up, to be afraid

Too far gone, for things to change

All these lies I keep believing

I've held it in for too long now

And I could use a friend to talk it out

Or maybe just spend a little time together

Cuz I'm not quite sure

How long it's gonna take

But I'm sick and tired

Of doing this alone

Oh why, oh why

Do we keep it all inside

Keep pretending that we're fine

Oh why, why

Do we hide behind these eyes

All the tears we should've cried

Oh I keep telling myself

That it's okay to ask for help

Okay to need someone else

Someone

Oh I keep telling myself that it's

Okay to ask for help

Cuz I know

I know I can't help myself

I can't help myself

Why, oh why

Do we keep it all inside

Keep pretending that we're fine

Oh why, why

Do we hide behind these eyes

All the tears we should've cried

[00:12.710] A new disguise

[00:14.108] Waking up, close your eyes

[00:17.204] The million little lies

[00:18.532] I've thrown together

[00:22.129] It's been so long

[00:23.190] Since I laid it out

[00:24.718] And I could use a friend

[00:26.065] To talk me down

[00:28.113] Or maybe just spend a little time together

[00:30.861]

[00:31.561] Cuz I'm not quite sure

[00:34.119] How long it's gonna take

[00:36.694] But I'm sick and tired

[00:38.442] Of talking to myself

[00:40.358]

[00:41.832] Oh why, oh why

[00:47.387] Do we keep it all inside

[00:50.098] Keep pretending that we're fine

[00:52.689] Oh why, why

[00:58.036] Do we hide behind these eyes

[01:00.787] All the tears we should've cried

[01:03.508]

[01:04.563] Oh I keep telling myself

[01:06.488] That it's okay to ask for help

[01:10.592] Okay to need someone else

[01:14.178] Someone

[01:15.307] Oh I keep telling myself that it's

[01:17.825] Okay to ask for help

[01:19.914] Cuz I know

[01:21.387] I know I can't help myself

[01:24.347] I can't help myself

[01:25.481]

[01:28.904] I'm too grown up, to be afraid

[01:31.380] Too far gone, for things to change

[01:34.815] All these lies I keep believing

[01:39.527] I've held it in for too long now

[01:42.152] And I could use a friend to talk it out

[01:45.273] Or maybe just spend a little time together

[01:47.973]

[01:48.773] Cuz I'm not quite sure

[01:51.388] How long it's gonna take

[01:54.050] But I'm sick and tired

[01:55.966] Of doing this alone

[01:57.684]

[01:59.243] Oh why, oh why

[02:04.783] Do we keep it all inside

[02:07.312] Keep pretending that we're fine

[02:10.030] Oh why, why

[02:15.349] Do we hide behind these eyes

[02:17.996] All the tears we should've cried

[02:20.603]

[02:21.880] Oh I keep telling myself

[02:23.761] That it's okay to ask for help

[02:27.179] Okay to need someone else

[02:31.442] Someone

[02:32.464] Oh I keep telling myself that it's

[02:35.147] Okay to ask for help

[02:37.144] Cuz I know

[02:38.634] I know I can't help myself

[02:41.857] I can't help myself

[02:42.773]

[02:45.502] Why, oh why

[02:50.075] Do we keep it all inside

[02:52.759] Keep pretending that we're fine

[02:55.440] Oh why, why

[03:00.787] Do we hide behind these eyes

[03:03.329] All the tears we should've cried